i don't know what to call this one

how quickly do i fall off the wagon? i think this blog is going to be spurts of writing and many big gaps in between

i tend not to write if things are bothering me. which seems silly cos the whole point of this blog, at least according to me, is to let me get stuff off my mind and onto the world wide web. but i actually tend not to wanna write when things are bothering me cos i dont wanna drone on and on about it

the question in mind at the moment, is the $350 i owe the tax office. ok, i have no problem with the concept of tax. what i have a problem with is fucked up accountants who can't work out how to pay their company's employees and how to withhold the correct amount of tax when the employee has pretty much the simpliest tax structure. so now, i owe the tax office $350 3 weeks before christmas

but i've decided i wont dispute this cos its actually really upsetting me to deal with it. it just upsets me that little bit more than throwing away $350.

another question in mind is, to go or not to go, earlier? but that's something for next time.

i'll be back in oh... say about another 3 weeks? =)