should just keep my big mouth shut shouldnt i?

dunno what happened specifically, but have a pretty good idea. i said some things mainly to vent, to someone whom i thought i could trust. they decided to pass it on and add some salt and vinegar to it so it made me sound like an even bigger bitch then i actually am.

its been a week and no replies yet so i should just stop letting it bother me and move on. and i have bigger problems, much bigger problems which makes my chest tighten and eyes well up every time i think about it.

yea, i don't think i want to talk to anyone anymore. not even to vent. my big mouth just gets me in shit, knee deep, everytime. i should do a law degree so that everything i say can have a disclaimer type thing to it so i can never be held liable.

however... at my ripe old age, i think i know in my heart that i'm not going to change. i'm going to voice my opinion as i've done always. and most probably offending ppl along the way even though i never mean to. its just who i am. people are always going to interpret what i say however they want. ... i just wished i could care less what others thinks... i really wish i could